preggy no more ;(( ~~~

"No farewell words are spoken, no time to say goodbye, you were gone before we knew it, and only God knows why..." - OurMiscarriage.com

Yes, sad...but true :(

Baru je update on my entry here about the good news. But suddenly now, i'm preggy no more...so saddd...huk...huk...huk...

But not to worry, i'm a bit ok now. Time heals i guess...so let me share this one of the sad journeys of my life...losing my baby at 11 weeks of pregnancy...it's hard, really really hard...

It's all started 1 day before raya (can u believe this? of all the time, my baby decided to leave us just before raya). So as u can imagine my raya and also my birthday which happened to fall during raya this year were a bit gloomy as I carry around my dead baby inside. I was bleeding 1 day before raya, just a few drops of blood. At first I was not that worried because few days before I had brown discharge and I thought maybe this is normal for pregger to have some discharge every now and then. However when I saw fresh red blood, I decided to share this with my hubby. He freaked out and asked me to get dressed and go to nearby clinic. So just to calm him, I just follow the lead. All the clinics near my house were closed because of the raya week so I told him well, maybe it's nothing and maybe it's normal. So we decided to relax and just wait and see later. But on the way back we passed by Columbia Asia Hospital which was just opened in front of Jusco Cheras Selatan so I said to my hubby, lets' just check if they have any gynae there today.

And so we went there and check for available gynae. And they do have a Chinese lady gynae that day (Dr Lim). We were lucky! So I just arranged for a walk-in check up and after 2 patients I was in. After briefing her on my conditions, we went through the ultrasound. That was the time my raya mood all gone. From the ultrasound she found out that my sac shape was abnormal, it was crooked, not in round shape as it should be. And also my baby was really small, size of a 6-week baby when I was 10 weeks pregnant and the saddest part was that she couldn't detect the heartbeat. She asked if I was certain on my last period date. I mentioned to her yes, it's confirmed and told her that I had an ultrasound scan on fifth week and the doc had detected my baby's heartbeat. Had knowing this, she mentioned that it was almost confirmed that I just had a miscarriage :( To make me feel a bit better since the next day is raya already, she gave me Duphaston for 4 days consumption and asked me to return on Friday for confirmation and perform D&C (dilation and curettage) right away if it's confirmed.

On Friday we went to PCMC instead ;p (because we want to have a free D&C and it's easier to arrange in PCMC as I have my previous pregnancy record there). Dr Seri was not around (of course!!!! it's still raya week ;p) so I went to see Dr Paul Tay. We had another ultrasound and the findings were the same as the previous ultrasound except this time my sac shape looked more normal (maybe due to Duphaston consumption). My baby size was still 6-week size so Dr Paul mentioned that it's confirmed I had a miscarriage and asked if I want to deliver the foetus normally of to perform D&C. I don't think I can wait for the foetus to come out naturally, as in wait for my water to break, having contractions and deliver like delivering a normal baby...huhu. It was enough for me had to carry the foetus inside me for 4 days knowing that my baby had died :(( So I opted for the D&C right away. Dr Paul arrange for the operation theater for the next morning as I need to fast for 6-8 hours before the procedure.

And so I had delivered and separated with my baby on Saturday, 3rd September 2011, definitely a date to remember. I want to share a lot of things that I learnt about miscarriage but I just couldn't yet now. Writing this already made me sad and want to cry (and I'm currently at Big Apple Donuts cafe now so definitely no drama allowed please ;p) so will save it for the next entry (I hope ;p)

up to date

Well, it's kind of late actually to update on my 37 week check up since my next check up is tomorrow...haha but anyway it's better late than never right ;p
Here's the update that I can still remember:
Mama's weight: 67 kg!!! (pls stop increasing boleh tak?)
Baby's weight: 3.2 kg (gain 500g in 1 week! sihat baby mama ni)
Oh btw my weight also actually increase by 500g so that means it's totally from the baby. Hehe not mine k ;p

During the check up Daddy O was there (after he missed 3 check-ups) and baby put a really nice show for him. We got to see her cute little fingers as she sucked her thumb into her mouth (at least it looked like it ;p) hehe so cute la baby :)

Other updates: my Braxton Hicks is very frequent nowadays (now only I know that the harden stomach is actually Braxton Hicks...hehe) and baby will sleep after 'practicing' the contractions. Pity her must be tired...

Ok lah, that's all for now. Looking forward for tomorrow and Daddy O will be there too to see u baby! Make sure u put a nice show for us k...mmuahhhhh

37 weeks n counting~~~

Wow tomorrow i'll be 37 weeks preggy!!! n 3 weeks to go!!! or less...or more...

Forgot la to put update on my last visit last week. So here's the udates:
Mama's weight: 66.4 kg (INCREASE by around 2 kg!!! - of course kene bebel dgn doc ;p)
Baby's weight: 2.7 - 3 kg (just nice for her age :) good girl baby)
Doc even said to baby "Baby naik berat just nice ok, jgn naik byk2 macam mummy tu" haha sabar je la my doc ni tau...suka perli2 i ;p

Btw, i'm actually starting to feel 'kaluter' day by day. Haven't pack my emergency bag yet...huhu just have another round of shopping spree with hubby last saturday n bought baby a nice white baby cot! Love it! :)

So, here's my checklist (yet to buy item n also don't know yet when to buy~~~huhu):
1) barut baby - super important n must buy by this week
2) breastpump - maybe will get it by nx week after my check up on monday
3) thick socks - if tak sempat looks like have to borrow from hubby...he got a lot of them...hehe boleh kan bambam? wink*wink*
4) air selusuh - have to get this done by end of this week
5) a few more newborn baby clothes - if larat must drop by at jusco tomorrow
6) nursing bras - super duper important too n have to get them by this week
7) etc. etc. etc.

Waaaaa actually i thnk i got a longer list than the above n they are all super duper important!!!!! my energy is decreasing right now but there's still so more to do...huhuhu ok 1 thing at a time...gonna pack that emergency bag now...chow cincau~~~~~

-the kalut me-

food for the big preggy tummy~~~

Wow a second entry for today. This is certainly a new record. 2 ENTRIES IN A DAY!!! I barely make it for 2 entries in a month before this...hahaha


Actually I intend to do this entry for today but just now so emotional on missing abg so have to write that entry first...hehe now just remembered my original intention ;p


I just want to record all the food that I should eat or so called the good-for-pregnancy food since lately there are so many advices for me to eat this and that from friends, families, etc. So I just want to jot them down as a note for my next pregnancIES...ngeh2 ;p


The benefit of eating these food are various for different person who recommends me to them so I'm also not sure why I have to eat them...hehe but hey, no harm done right? They are good food indeed and in a way it's kind of forcing me to eat them because of their 'nutritions'.


Ok2 before I babbling more and forget the list, I'd better jot down the list now. So here they go:

1. Young coconut water (air kelapa muda) - for baby's smooth skin and thick hair
2. Pomegranate (buah delima) - to have a beautiful baby with dimples (seriously, dimples??? layan je laaaa ;p); prevent brain trauma for baby during birth
3. Kurma nabi - to have an easy birth; always good to eat anyway, very nutricious
4. Air selusuh (better if made from air zamzam) - for easy birth; but only drink once in labor
5. Soya milk (alternative: tempe...hihi i loike!) - to have a fair skin baby; but if consumed too much may result in sensitive skin for baby
6. Manuka honey - i'll take during confinement; MIL said will heals the cut faster; good also if take during pregnancy
7. Raisins - good for baby's brain
8. Neurogain - erkk this is actually the supplement given by dr but it's good for baby's brain so i want to put this in the list as well in case I forget the name later...hihihi

I guess that's all that I remember for now. Will add more if there is any other advice from anybody who is very concern about me...hihi but just to remind again please don't quote me on the benefits of eating those food as listed above. Those are just came from friends, families, google (hihi), etc. There are not scientifically true (at least not yet for me :)) But we shall see - really interested on the dimples from pomegranate...hehehe

Ok toodles for now...yup2 this is serious...no more entry for today ;p

safe journey daddy...

Daddy is currently on the jetplane...huhu leaving mama n baby here in kl. Can't wait to talk to daddy once he reach LA around 3 am (hopefully i'm not so mamai during this time...hihi). I miss abg so terribly. Maybe it's because i've been with him for the last one week full. Now i'm really feeling lonely...sob..sob...but...baby is so active inside there since i had my glucose yesterday (yikesss) for the blood test. Everytime i think of abg n starting to feel sad baby will do the somersault inside there which will make me smile :)) Pandai la baby nak cheer me up!

Btw went to see baby just now with opah n cu. Bumped into so many people there n they all asked about daddy including dr seri...hehe first time went to check up without him :(

Anyways this visit's update:
Baby's weight: 2kg (naik around 0.5kg in 3 weeks)
Mama's weight: 63.8kg (naik 2.2kg in 3 weeks! huhu scary jugak nih)

Baby malu2 nak tunjuk muka kat opah...hihi same like last visit. She's facing at the other side. Can't see the cute face. After this i will have check up for every 2 weeks. Hopefully daddy can join us for the next check up :)

I guess that's all the updates for now. If you are reading this abg, we both miss u sooooo much. Take care ok dear. We'll take care of each other here. Don't worry k :)

@ 31 weeks...

Hihi don't know what to write as the title. And apparently today is the day i turned into 31 weeks preggy (first pregnancy semangat ingat exact week-by-week ;p). Hopefully i'll still cherish n track my future pregnancies like i do now :) hmm which makes me thinking...how many more pregnancies to go? hihi pregnancies yer not pregnancy...ish2 ape nih melalut.

But anyhow i can say that i really really really enjoy my pregnancy to the bits n don't mind going thru it over n over again! haha marah daddy o ni kalau dia bace ;p but yup it's true...despite of my fat look, unability to fit into my baju kurung n especially kebaya and missing my heels badly, i still enjoy it. It almost comes to the end now...huhu want to cherish these last few weeks of buncit tummy (eceh macam tak biasa pulak ada buncit tummy ;p)

Ok la back to the topic. Erkk what's the topic eh? Haha actually i don't have anything interesting topic to share la. These days i spend most of my times bloghopping rather than blogging (dari dulu pun mmg x rajin blogging btw ;p). But amazing la to see people has so many things and ideas to write about. Almost everyday. But it shud be simple right. Just write a few updates of yourself n there u r, making yet another entry. The point is I'M JUST LAZY!!! Haha and...and...and...i hv a very limited internet access previously...ok that justifies it ;p

Ok so now recent updates:
- got myself a broadband already...from Maxis...yippie!!! so no excuse la to leave this blog idle for long time eh like b4...hihi
- can't wait for weekends coz planning to go to Auntie's house @ Cheneh...long time no see her n family...n Syahmi is still here so can meet him as well...nanti next time jumpa i dah slim ;p n baby is here already! yeay! insyaAllah :)
- daddy o is confirmed going to San Diego next week...nak ikuttt!!! huhu but it's ok la if he manage to get my Medela FS...and also my Coachie hobo bag...hihi bestnyerrr...will be my Coachie #6...hehe but no pressure daddy o! if tak sempat beli pun it's ok...make sure u come home as soon as u finish the FAT k...gonna miss u terribly :(
- currently waiting for daddy o to come home from JB...yeay!!! baby pun suke daddy o nak balik...lompat2 dlm perut mama dari tadi :) insyaAllah we'll see daddy o in 2 hours' time k...
- baby is geting more active everyday...wonder if she gets enough sleep n rest or not...feels like she's moving inside there all the time...even if i wake up in the middle of the night also can feel her moving...wah2 so active la baby mama ni :)

Oh one more interesting update: had done shopping for baby last weekend but still pending a few items to buy. Really had fun la shopping baby stuff :) best2 nak shopping lagi boleh daddy o? Baby yang nak ;p

And now have to make a checklist for my stuff pulak. Selagi larat kaki ini melangkah i'd better do my shopping asap kan...huhu hopefully i'll still have the strength to get all the things needed before the big day :)

Ok lah want to harvest my peppers now...oh this is another activity of mine beside bloghopping ;p

walking into the last 10 weeks...or less?

wah2 so scary one...10 weeks to go...still haven't go to any antenatal class which i think i n hubby shud coz we really don't know what to expect n how to go thru it in a calm way...fuhhh...

anyways, had another check up just now, the first one after raya so very very neves on the weight...huhu but turned out it was ok (so said the doc)...mama's weight is 61.7 kg (just say it is 62 kg will ya?? ;p) increase by 2 kg in a month...n the lil' one's weight is around 1.4 - 1.6 kg already...wow our bundle of joy is really bundling inside there...hihi can't wait to see u darling :) (but mama is so scared...ngee)

btw here are a few of our family raya pics for 2009...yup including u baby inside the tummy...see? see? (cannot see la, mama is still so slim one) hihihi ;p

daddy o n mama @ 6.5 mths preggy - our first raya together as hubby & wifey :)

@ cheras on 1st day raya

with soon to be opah n cu...hihi :p

all in all i enjoyed my raya this year...ate a lot of gooood food...yummy! n the weight gain is not so bad! waaaa boleh sambung raya...hihi

ohh one more update, i got my first anti tetanus shot today...at the butt!!!huhu hopefully that one is the 1st n last one...aiyoo that small needle also scared how la to go thru all the scary labor thingy...huhu but if that what it takes to meet my lil' darling then i can do it!!! :) mmuahhhsss to u baby :)

fasting n birthday @ 6 months

hihi no idea what title to put for this entry...actually want to story about my birthday this year which falls during fasting month and also during my sixth month of pregnancy :)

so 5 days already past since i celebrated my 2*th b'day which was on 31st August...1st time celebrate as a wife but really celebrate it only after breaking the fast la...hubby brought me to break fast buffet at KL Tower revolving restaurant :) very very nice and i was so happy n excited since that was my first visit to the KL Tower...yup2 seriously my 1st ever visit...haha name je org kl but all this while never been to KL Tower...yeah i know pathetic...i think i just took that place for granted since i'm a KLian n the KL Tower will be there anytime i feel like going...hihi besides i really don't know what to look for there (obviously people go there to go up the tower right ;p)

but anyway hubby reserved the break fast buffet there earlier n ask them to have our table near the window so that we can see the view of KL from up there...totally nice but only after maghrib because during daylight it just looks like a building jungle...not very nice buildings actually...but during the night the view was superb thanks to all the lights n what not...baru la nampak cam city sket :)

oh btw b4 that during the day hubby's car got problem with its battery so after changing the battery he said he was going out just to drive the car around to make sure that it's already ok n stable...turns out he went to KLCC n bought me a Coach handbag as a b'day pressie!!! very nice...i heart it soooooo much!!! so my b'day pressie this year is the same as last year la...hihi that makes it my Coachie #5 :)) - not really a collector yet lah...hihi so i went to KL Tower that night wearing my new Coach...niceeee :)
p/s: my b'day pressie shud be the Medela FS breastpump but since i can't book it yet until my due date is near so i think that's why hubby find an alternative pressie...hihi again, lucky me! (but not to worry, i'm still going to get the breastpump yer :)) hahaha

ok that's it on my b'day update for this yr...hehe all in all i was sooo happy to celebrate it with hubby...thank u sooo much abg for everything!!! luv u darling! ;)

so today we had my check up for week 25...my weight increase by 0.8 kg ONLY due to fasting...yeay!!! the baby is still a girl :) n dr seri said she has the daddy o's nose...hehe good2...don't follow mama's k...hihi n this time around her weight is already around 811 gram...wow no wonder la mama jalan really slow je lately ni...baby is getting heavier inside...it's ok as long as she's healthy :)

hopefully from now on i can maintain my weight gain like that...huhu have to continue fasting after raya (erkkk i don't think so ;p)

ok lah till then, happy fasting (15 days to go, yeay!!!) n maybe an early selamat hari raya since i know i'll be soooo lazy to put any update here later...huhuhu

to baby darling, we'll see u again next month k...stay cute n healthy orait...n keep that nose held high...hehehe ape la pesanan penaja nih ;p

it's a bird, it's a plane, opsss no bird there ;p

wow it's been ages since i wrote anything here (cam x biase pulak ;p)
btw just to update on the visit to see our cute baby last week :)
few days b4 the visit i told our baby not to be shy2 when we visit n guess what? our baby did just that! hehehe our baby finally revealed her gender!!! oh btw while telling our baby not to be shy2 we also made a promise to buy him/her cute clothes right after the visit if we know the gender (maybe this is actually working...hihi)

so, after looking just for a while for the sign, insyaAllah our baby is going to be a 'she'!!!!! :) she slightly open her legs just enough for us to peek thru instead of crossing her legs like during previous visits...hehe so it takes only a minute for dr seri to tell that it's a girl! or at least she thought that it's a girl since there is no bird in view...haha very cute little girl :)

so as promised, after the visit we went to pavillion n bought her a cute newborn white gown with cute pink ribbons :)) hope u like it darling!!! i know i loveeee it...hihi of course la mama yg pilih kan ;p

but i can't buy more clothes yet for the moment since it has some risks there if the doc told u that u're having a girl since it's still early to tell exactly...it can be a boy but doesn't show his manhood yet...hehe but if doc tell u that it's a boy then the chance is it's almost confirm...so we'll wait for 2-3 visits to confirm, then start our shopping spree...yeehuuuuu!!!!!

n also her weight in week 21 is 436 gram n i gained another 3 kg this month!!! total mama's weight gain to date = 9 kg (dgn bangganya yer ;p)

sekarang mama n daddy o tgh memerah otak untuk memilih nama :) daddy got a lot of ideas already...wait n see laaaa :)

walking at 20 weeks~~~

yup2 i'm 20 weeks preggy now...20 weeks to go!!! :) how time flies huh...n how big my tummy is right now?haha just say that it's big enough that i actually walk slower now...really feel the difference tau...if i walk with the normal pace like before i'll actually panting within a few minutes!! huhu hv to really take my time walking :)

but it's me to blame right...looking at my eating habit nowadays...huhu i'm trying to control myself now...trust me it's not easy k...hihi n i also want to control my spicy food consumption...i'm so worried that lately i don't really taste the 'hot' taste of the spicy food...all food are not spicy enough which makes me want to hv more spicy food...huhu i guess there's s'thing wrong with my tongue 'hot n spicy' area...hihi whatever that means ;p hopefully baby won't feel the 'hot' taste from the food that i provide him/her...

baby is very behave him/herself inside there since i'm here in JB with daddy o for the whole week...not much movement...daddy o garang ek baby...hihi stay cute n healthy ok sayang! we'll see u next saturday insyaAllah :))

walking the journey of second trimester...

actually there's not much updates for my second trimester journey...but i'll try to list whatever that comes to my mind since the pregnancy forgetfulness syndrome is really taking place right now...hihi well, let's see...
1. very forgetful lately...well i think i already mentioned that right? opss...forgot laaa ;p
2. the 'night sickness' is gone...yeay me!!! :)
3. backache is the conquerer of all...huhu luckily i'm saved by the calcium pill everyday
4. eat a lot...well this shouldn't be in the list since this is forever a syndrome, pregnant or no pregnant...hahaha
5. feels the baby kicking already (at least i think so it's the kicking...hehe) - feels like there are thousands of butterflies in there :)

that's all that i can remember for now...basically i'm sooo enjoying my second trimester journey coz i have the energy to do everything since the 'night sickness' is gone :)

latest update mama n baby during last visit to PCMC:
1. baby's weight - 200 g
2. mama's weight gain - 3 kg in one month!!!!! (kene marah dgn doc tau ;p)
so the question is, where do that 2.8 kg went??? muahahaha...i want to blame the Sangobion which i believe had increased my appetite...huhu now i'm taking it only once in 3 days instead of everyday for last month...target for weight gain during next check-up - strictly 1 kg max only!!!
3. baby still shy2 to show that thing under...still maintain his/her leg position like the previous check up...but baby plays with his/her hands a lot...very active one according to doc...keep it up darling! :)

mama is getting sleepy now...but i think baby just woke up n having his/her 'morning' exercise in mama's tummy :) insyaAllah we'll see u again on 8 august k baby...luv u...mmuahhh~~~

nyum...nyum...

actually i'm desperate to write s'thing here since it's almost the end of june n i only hv 1 post so far for this month...soo lazy la me...well i'm so desperate that i don't know what to write actually n i decided to put up a recipe here...it's from my MIL...she's from noghori n i love this food sooo much (erkk cam x relevant je ;p) n i want to record this recipe somewhere so that i can cook it anytime i'm feel like eating it...if rajin la kan ;p anyways, here is the recipe for gulai tempoyak pucuk ubi...not really a gulai...maybe a very pekat gulai...hehe...

so the ingreients:
1. pucuk ubi
2. daun labu
3. daun kunyit
4. cili padi
5. ikan bilis
6. pati santan
7. tempoyak
8. sugar n salt secukup rasa
9. petai
10. serbuk kunyit/kunyit hidup

it's depend on u on how much to put for each ingredient...hehe kira everything is secukup rasa la...if u want more pedas then put more cili padi, if want more tempoyak then put a lt of them...but from my observation (ye saya hanyalah tukang observe pada waktu itu) the pucuk ubi is the most to be put (hence the title of the recipe la kan ;p)

so how u do it? it's very simple actually...i mean very very simple...just cut item 1,2,3 into very very small pieces...while u hv somebody to do that (hehe it's quite time consuming), u can tumbuk ikan bilis, kunyit hidup (no need if u use serbuk kunyit ;p) n cili padi n put in the kuali...then put all ur dauns n pucuks which had been cut into the kuali as well...followed by petai, pati santan n tempoyak...then turn on the gas n stir slowly until it's cooked...n don't forget ur sugar n salt...n that's it! ready to be served :)

for the moment i don't hv the pic...finished all already b4 thinking of taking a pic...see la if rajin next time i cook it, i'll try to remember to snap a pic n upload here k...the last time my MIL cooked it (well it's more like the first n last time for me as of now), that time i was still in miri...i came back for the weekend n she packed me one tupperware of that for me to be brought back to miri...n i ate them for 3 straight days without the feel of boringness of the dish...hihi niceeee...the memory brings back all the saliva in my mouth now...nyum...nyum! now wondering when again my MIL will cook it...hmm...

p/s: preggy update - now having a severe backache almost everytime, everywhere...but just enjoysss la kan :) oh n also sneezing n coughing are also accompanying me everytime, everywhere...anything for my baby :)

food...come to me bebeh!!!

I’m not into food lately…errk let me re-phrase that…I’m easily get full lately n couldn’t finish my meal most of the time. But I can get hungry easily n the hungriness can kill me k..huhu when I get hungry I want to eat everything n end up buying a large meal..whatever that meal is. But halfway through I’ll feel so full n couldn’t take another bite. The food will still be so tempting but what can I do, cannot go anymore..hihi

But luckily for the whole of last week my bambam hubby was around n he had helped me to ‘clean’ up the food :) thanks a lot abam (abg bambam) for not letting me feel guilty for not finishing up all the food. Actually it’s kind of weird seeing him like that becoz all this while he didn’t usually finished up my food (coz usually it’s vice versa ;p) so I was a bit shock to see that he was willing to eat my balance food. Maybe it’s becoz he’s looking into all the money he had spent on the food n feel such a waste to leave them like that..hehe whatever it is the result is now his belly is expanding faster than mine…hehe jgn marah abam :) he has a belly of a 4-month preggy mom…it’s cute though (saje jaga hati ;p). Just keep on helping me eat up all the food k darling..until I get my ‘eat spirit’ again n when that time comes u hv to guard ur food carefully b4 it gets into my belly…hehe can’t wait for that time :)

Just to recall what nice meals that I had for the past 2 wks (konon2 mengidam but mostly didn’t finish them though..huhu): Beriani kambing @ JM Beriani House, TGI Friday’s cheeseburger n fried mac & cheese, Madam Kwan’s Nasi Bojari, sate kajang Hj Samuri, Nasi Lemak Antarabangsa (hubby ate 2 plates), tosai kat kedai mamak bangi, KFC (hubby yg mengidam), n a few more places that I couldn’t really recall (preggy woman forgetfulness syndrome ;p). Hubby went back to PG this morning. I hv to finish my food by myself from now on..…until Friday…yeay! he’s coming back again for the weekend :)

1st trip to PCMC

i'm so excited to put this entry right now, i actually writing this using my E71 which hv a very small keyboard..don't know how it'll turn out..we'll see...jari dah cramp ok :p
last tuesday Mama n Daddy O hv our 1st visit to PCMC to check on u, baby darling :) daddy drove all the way from JB that morning n drove back to JB right that evening just to see u..so schweet kan daddy :) baby also get to hv b'fast n lunch with daddy..yeay!!!

after we parked our car at the so 'KLCC parking lot', we went to the front of PCMC and excitedly sanitized our hands..hehe even the receptionist also said we're good coz we had sanitized b4 she asked us to :p then we took the elevator to level 6...the view from the the elevator was so nice..the interior looks a little bit like Maya Hotel..with a nice fountain :)

level 6 is the women n children specialist floor so it was full with pregnant ladies n babies :) we even met fizah who is 7 n half month pregnant...firstly the nurse took my BP (100/70), weight (i gained 2 kg..huhu), height (didn't gain any ;p) n supposedly my urine but i had just peed right b4 that so i had none left to donate to her...hehe next time i'll remember to ask for the bottle b4 throwing away that precious liquid ;p

then shortly after that, we had our very first meeting with Dr Seri...very nice n friendly :) she did most of the talking since we were quite blur on how the session should be...then after a short 'interview' on my medical background, she said "let's take a look at ur baby"...this is the best part of the visit :) there u r baby, lying (or bouncing) safely in my womb n u r getting bigger this week (2.24 cm)...we got to see ur head (the biggest part..hihi), ur body n also ur limbs...ohh n the yolk too which is currently being ur food supply...n the most amazing part was we also got to hear ur heartbeat!!! it was really fast around 160+...we were so amazed with the ultrasound machine...hehe

so all in all, u r the most cutest baby in the world n we love u so much darling!!! can't wait for our next visit to PCMC to see u again on 13 june...just stay cute n healthy in there ok!!! :)
n to daddy, thank u so much for being there with us...i'm so touched...luv u abg!! mmuahh!!! :)

walking the journey of first trimester

well, i can say actually it's a little bit late for me to describe the journey of my first trimester as i now already in my week 9 of pregnancy n i hv only around 4 weeks to go b4 entering the 2nd trimester...but hey, better late than never right?hihi


so, to begin with, the most obvious thing is that i eat a lot nowadays...i mean really really a lot ok...hehe well i don't know if u can consider that as one of the 1st trimester syndromes...i think it's just me...haha ;p it's just an excuse kut...so that one is out ya...hehe


so here's the list of my syndromes just so that i can cherish these experiences n compare with my other pregnancies to come later (hihihi ;p):

1. morning sickness during night time...so this shud be night sickness la...hehe i'll start feeling dizzy usually right after mahgrib prayer...but i know the trick already, i just hv to fill up my stomach asap b4 that dizziness comes...then it'll come mildly or won't come at all...hehe nice trick huh! it's so good i'm here at home now as dinner is ready once i got back from work...thanks to Mama :)
2. i'm currently waiting anxiously for that 'vomitting' time to come as people said u'll start vomitting once u enter 8 weeks of pregnancy or earlier...i hope it won't come for my case...so far so good :)
3. i'll be very hungry in the early morning when i'm getting ready for work...the hunger pang is so intolerable that i hv to eat s'thing immediately once it comes which is usually after my subuh prayer...what i do: hv a slice of butterscotch bread or 2 pcs of digestive biscuits...then the hunger will go as soon as it comes...baby is so unpatient for his/her first meal of the day...hihi
4. hunger will struck me any time of the day, anywhere n it can't wait even for a minute...so i must ready anything edible near me at all time...u shud see my workstation at the office...a lot of food ok...(that doesn't include the ones inside my file cabinet yet ;p)
5. feeling of ready to vomit but i won't vomit...it's only nausea especially after a heavy meal...i shud take frequent smaller meals instead of few big meals...i'm doing that but it's more to frequent big meals...haha combination of both :)
6. while eating, it's really enough when it's enough...somehow nowadays my body knows when to stop eating n i hv to stop immediately when the signal comes...or else i just can't take the food anymore...cannot go already eventhough i don't feel that full yet...i'll feel like throwing up instead...huhu

well, that's all the syndromes that i can think of right now...still waiting for my 'glorious' moment of vomitting which people usually will lose some weight during this time...hehe just to cover my guilt of eating too much now...huhu but it'll be nice if that 'glorious' moment doesn't come at all...i'll control my eating habit to compensate for the weight gain, if any (yeah, right ;p)

as for the baby, we'll see u again insyaAllah this Tuesday with Dr Sri @ PCMC...really can't wait! make sure u show urself ok :)

love at the first sight...

dear baby, Mama and Daddy O saw u for the first time today thru the ultrasound scan...n we felt in love with u immediately...actually we had love u eversince that we know u r there in my womb :) but seeing ur cute little heart beating in the 3 cm sac really made us excited!!! we love u sooooo much baby!mmuahhh!!!

i went for my first ultrasound check up just now at Pusat Rawatan Islam An-Nisa' in Bukit Cheras since the ING guys were super slow in producing my GL to Prince Court (PCMC)...n so is my HR...super duper slow in updating my status to ING...huhu so we took our own initiative to have the first scan at any clinic that have the ultrasound scanner (i made up this machine's name ;p) n thank God it's not as expensive as we thought...hihi

btw one more news...during the scan, the doc also thought she saw s'thing else in my womb, most probably a fibroid :( the size is about the size of the sac which is around 3 cm...however from her observation, the location of the fibroid is not at the uterus 'door' so it might not affect my pregnancy...but still i need to refer to O&G specialist for further analysis...hopefully we managed to hv an appointment at PCMC next Saturday...for the time being i'll just relax n take care of my baby as much as i can k...

double joy this April :))

elo there!!! well it's April now n how time flies...

i have very very very exciting updates to share for this month...this is not an april fool k...hihi

so how do i begin?? hmm let's walk with me one step at a time k :)

FIRST JOY:

i got my transfer letter this month!!! how exciting!!! Alhamdulillah...all our efforts (me n hubby) and prayers are at last bear the fruit that we want all along...it's not easy ok hence we're reaaaally happy about it...eventhough i'm still be far apart from my hubby during weekdays but the distance is still tolerable for us to meet every weekend n we can DRIVE ok!!haha save all our money buying my flight tickets every week b4 this...yup, every week...hihi mmg bankrap :p

so i'll be reporting to my new dept on 17 April as an Executive Project Independant Review...don't ask me what i'll be doing becoz i really don't have any idea...haha we'll figure out on 17 April ok...i know it'll definitely be totally different with my current work as an electrical engineer (duhh...see the title la...different already maaa) so it's mysterious n make me excited also :) hopefully i can perform better on this new post since that's what i asked for, right...insyaAllah :))

SECOND JOY:

this is really the unexpected surprise for me this month...but its really really really makes me n hubby sooooo excited...the surprise is that i'm currently 4 weeks pregnant!!! Alhamdulillah :) exciting news kan? hihi this becomes more exciting becoz i'm actually so confident that i won't get pregnant this month becoz hubby was so sick during my so called 'fertile' period last month n we don't really...u know...haha :p but this is all Allah's say n we can't really predict anything based on our own judgement...Subhanallah...

well, here how i found out...i wasn't that late when i do the home pregnancy test...only 3 days late but my hands were so itchy to do it...i actually drove all the way from office to Bintang Mall at 5 pm (more than 30 mins drive if after office hours), go to Guardian, buy that pregnancy test kit only, got into my car back, drove back home, got the test kit out of its box n plastic cover along the way when i got the opportunity (at red traffic light ONLY ok :p), reached home, tore the last plastic cover of one of the kits (i bought 2 just in case i didn't get the result that i want n for me to try again next month...hihi), went to the toilet, n guess what? i got the result straight away while i'm still pouring my experiment material into that strip...hahaha i was like what??? while i'm doing my business...haha

i still remembered i read from the instruction booklet (again, at red traffic light ONLY ok ;p) that u have to let ur experiment material flow at the tip for 5 seconds, wait for the blue line to appear at the other window first which show that the kit is working, wait for 2 minutes n then only u can see the result at the result window...so just imagine how surprise i am to actually saw the result only after 3 secs flowing the experiment material at the tip...what i did --> i just pretend that i didn't see the '+' sign at the result window n kept counting until 5...hahaha this is my first time ever using that ok...i just followed the instructions one by one...i also waited for the blue line to appear at the other window (pretending i haven't saw the result ;p) n also waited 2 mins after that b4 i looked into the result window (again..haha)...n guess what??? it's '+' sign there which meant positive!!! hahaha not that surprise anymore la actually...just buat2 terkejut ;p

but after that i still couldn't believe it so i just performed my Asar prayer first (cam tak kusyuk je...huhu)...then after that ran again to the toilet to peek at the kit...guess what? the '+' sign is still there!! duhhh... ;p so i took a picture of that and MMS it to my hubby and waiting impatiently for him to react...lmbt pulak tuh...huhu x tenang btul all the while...then he called n said "ape tu? positif? pregnant ke?" i was like...yelah (dgn coolnye padahal rase nak meletup dah ;p) then he was like "yahoo!!!!"...hihi sooo cute :)

later i want to share the pic of the kit...the proof...still in my hp, not download yet la...

so that's the updates for this month...exciting updates indeed right? :)) lucky me again!
i think i'll have only one post for every month la...n it'll be a long one to cover one month stories...hihi

on another note (byk lak cite ;p) : currently expecting together with me (my baby will be the youngest kut) - eeja, azra n che ah!!! n also nedd, mot, shazzy, joely...so far that i know...my baby will also will be in same yr with assie's :)

so dear baby, i know u r very strong...so just stay healthy in my womb ok...insyaAllah this Dec u can meet Mama and DaddyYo (this is what my hubby called himself...haha watever la kan ;p)...we love u!!! :)