It's a Sunday

And I can't believe I have time to write s'thing here on a Sunday! Actually the main reason that I have all the time in the world on this particular Sunday is because hubby is currently offshore (sob...sob...) and Izma is already asleep and I didn't join her as I usually do because I already got a lot of sleep this afternoon. Long nice nap...as I said I have all the time in the world :)

It's 12 days to go before hubby came home and we already missed him terribly. But happy today as we saw him at Skype just now :) But still long way to go before we can see him physically. Ok2 enough whining ;p

Well I don't have any specific topic or story to tell today but feel guilty of abandoning this space for so long (yes, same old, same old ;p). I'm having my ACD in ONE WEEK and I'm supposed to use this free weekend to study but you know what happened? I forgot! And now that I remember that I'm supposed to study, it's too late already!!!huhu...so tomorrow I'll have meeting in the morning, want to settle a few administrative work in the afternoon and there goes my Monday. Tuesday is a public holiday. So I got Wednesday until Friday to cover everything. Just forget the next weekends ya since we all know what happened this weekend ;p Waaaa I don't want to go to ACD!!!

And also just now hubby asked me to start the preparation for Izma's first birthday party which will be tentatively on 19th December because that's the only time my in laws are available until next year. Where do I start? And I have to prepare for my ACD as well (do I? ;p) And I have to discuss on the birthday party with my MIL...over the phone. I think I can only start doing the preparation only after my ACD or else I won't be studying at all because preparing a birthday party is so much more fun, right??? Really can't wait to get over my ACD and start surfing the net for the Barbie birthday cake (Izma don't have any Barbie doll yet and she doesn't even know what Barbie is but who cares right? Barbie doll cake is so adorable, no? Hehe mama yang lebih2 ni...kasi can la while she still couldn't pick her own birthday cake kan...kan...)

But whatever it is, I still want to make a super duper small birthday party on her actual birthday which will consists of Izma, myself, her Opah, her Cu and a little birthday cake which I plan to buy at Cake Sense on my way back from work. Nyum2...which cake to buy eh? Cheese cake or moist chocolate cake? Or...both? Haha this is actually for myself but I promise that the birthday girl will have a piece of it. A little super duper tiny piece...and the rest is ours...yeah!!!!

Ok lah enough on my imaginary birthday cake. I'll try to make a special entry for my little darling angel during her birthday soon. I hope I can make it...right on her first birthday. Oh my baby girl is almost 1!!! It feels like only yesterday we set eyes on her for the first time...at 5.55pm on 8th December 2009...

December 8, 2009

And 9 months later...

September 8, 2010

A big girl!!!

Why I choose 9 months later? Because that's the lattest Izma's pic that we took on an 8th...just for the dramatic effect of saying, '_ months later...', so that the pic is really taken on her monthly birthday...haha whatever la. Actually I can just pick any latest pic of her and say 11 moths later... You won't know if it's true right? Ok2 enough with all those dramatic effect...the point is my tiny little girl had become a big girl now!!! And I'm falling in love with her everyday!!! And with her ayah too *wink*



baby izma...

Presenting my bundle of joy, izma..... (name to be continued ;p)
We have 2 days left to finalize her name :)

8.12.2009 5.55 pm, Tuesday, 21 Zulhijjah 1430H

My beautiful daughter was born on the above date and time :)
And until now I still can't believe that I'm already a mother!!! Niceeeee :)
Ok I want to skip the update for week 38 because the next day I gave birth already exactly on my 39th week. Oh and I have to change my pregnancy ticker too...please remind me coz right now I have a lotsa other things on my mind due to my upgrade from wife status to now wife and MAMA :)

Well, let's cut the story short while I can still remember my labor journey and while I still have a few minutes before my baby is sent back here after her feeding at the nursery.

I had my check up on Monday afternoon. Dr Seri said my tummy is still high and it will be a while till I can deliver my baby. So relax ye. You can still go to work.haha nice ;p also she told me to walk2 around a lot. Fine, me n hubby went to KLCC after that and have a little tour. Very short walk2 actually because I felt really2 heavy and can't wait to be home.

Then hubby went back to JB that evening around 6pm from KL. At 10.30 pm I discovered the bloody show. Oh no! I'm in labor already? Nahhh Dr Seri said if there's a show it can be another week before I deliver. So I just relax myself and trying to get back to sleep. But at 11 pm I already started to feel the contraction. I tried to time the contractions since then and they were 10 minutes apart consistently. Waaa by that time I know that I'm already in labor, for real! So the whole night until morning I was struggling with the contraction every 10 minutes. Everytime I almost drifted into sleep, a new wave will come. Just can't describe the pain. But the closest feeling that I felt was like having a period pain but a little bit stronger, and of course every 10 minutes ;p

So the next morning still struggling with the pain, I called hubby and asked him to standby. But I didn't want to rush him coz I'm afraid that it was a false alarm and said will confirmed with him once I reached PCMC. So mama took me to PCMC and when I described to them what I've been going thru the night before, they sent me to the labor room right away.

They checked and I was already 4cm dilated. Dr Seri came, broke my water bag (i was flooding the hospital ;p) and then it was 5cm at around 8.30am. Meanwhile hubby was speeding from JB...hehe poor bambam tak sempat rest pun...

Then the longest ever labor took place. I was having 'mild' contraction all the time until 4pm (it was 'mild' because comparing to the contraction that I was having after 4pm until the delivery it was wayyyyyyy too mild...haha...that contraction I can't describe...huhu). But until 4pm I was only 7cm dilated...huhu what a progress ;p So they drip me to make the contraction stronger and the rest was history...haha can't describe it. But very very very luckily I have bambam by my side as the 'gas supplier'. Haha just took his hands and sniff the 'laughing' gas (but I'm totally not laughing kay ;p)

Then I was in my own world together with my contraction. Oh and also with the gas ;p
The next thing I know I heard someone said 'ok 10 cm already'. Waaaaaa I was like 'did I hear what I just heard?????' Because all the time before that I only heard 'still 7cm la', 'baru 8cm','eh tak la, still 7', 'ok now it's 8', 'no it's still 7'....hahaha seriously tau ;p

So after that I really wanted to push but they said have to wait for Dr Seri...huhuhu doc, doc, where are you? Why are you so relax when I was sooooo not? Then after that finally they asked me to push and after about 3-4 times, I heard 'haaa Alhamdulillah dah keluar dah....' hihihi and I was soooooooo relieved......fuhhhhhh! And it was 5.55pm, 8 December 2009 (the date that I whispered baby to come out because I liked the number 8.12 remind me of my hantaran of 8182...hihihi and she listened to me! Good girl la baby! I love you!!! Mmuahhhh...

So that's the story that I want to remember forever and ever. Beautiful story of the day my beautiful daughter was born :)

p/s: will post the pics later...she got a lot of them already :))