actually i've been dying to post this entry like a thousand years before...hehe
but a lot of things come up, things to settle once i got home for the CNY holidays...sigh~~~
last saturday i sent my fiance to KLIA for his business trip to US...on the way to the airport just happy2 one, at the airport also continue to happy2 with him...but then as i walk with him to the boarding hall entrance, suddenly i felt sooo sad...i almost cried (i already cried actually but managed to hold my tears from dripping until he enter the boarding hall...hihi) i'm an expert on things like this :)
i don't know why suddenly i felt like that...maybe it's the thought of not seeing him for the whole 1 week i'm in KL and also cannot hear his voice over the phone that often for the whole of 2 weeks...huhu we've been thru this once when he went to US last year...i missed him terribly :(
and now i have to go thru that again...i wish he didn't have to go...but if he didn't go then i won't get my Coach handbag...haha that's my motivation!!! u can do it!!! ;p
but then i think i actually felt what he might felt everytime he sent me off to the airport when i go back to miri...walking together to the airport and then walking alone from the airport...i felt that empty feeling during that time...but then tgh jln jiwang2 to the parking area, suddenly i bumped into my ex-housemate n her mom n brother pulak...hehe talked with her like haven't see her for a long time (padahal we went for lunch one day b4 ;p)...terus dah x sedih...hihihi that's good right :)
and now it's almost 1 week he'd been there and i miss him soooo much!!!! 1 week and 2 days to go until i can see him again...yeay!! can't wait :)
the conclusion of the story: i'm definitely going to follow him for his next trip there which is maybe in March...hint2...hihi by that time he'll be my hubby already n that trip can be our second honeymoon :))
ok gtg, mama is coming to fetch me...24 days to go to my BIG DAY!!! :)
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